some one asked what would i do if i had alot of money

 Id buy a big farm. Id have solar,wind power. Green houses for my own food. Then,, here it comes.. I love old people wise, cranky, perv-ed mouth, not the ones that are you touchy feely, you know real prevs, smart with stories, and one with callis on their hands from a hard life, one everyone left behind and just don't see the jewels they have. Tiny just right for them trailer with beautiful landscaped all around it and golf cart if they need one. A little community building where they can play cards,bingo and exercise or have dinner. I would have my own organic little store. And a store where i can sell my rugs and bags and soap and handmade items. Maybe a little coffee/deli where the old ones can hang out and people can come and enjoy clean,hand made fresh eating..If i had a lot of money a little town with no cars. And a natural Doc.That really get involved in the lives of the ones that lives here and live here. Maybe stream,ponds,benches,fish pond,small water falls and/or natural look water fountains, lot of walking and bike paths. Animals raised clean and happy but with perpose ofcorse. Lots ANd Lots of Money. A yoga center, and a peace and detox retreat ,,.for those who dont want to or can to it alone...Self abstaining is what you call it i guess. Boy it really is fun to dream and believe me I do I enjoy this town in my head on a reg. bases. That it i have some more detailed floor plans and everything in my head but i wont go there haha please join me in my dreams. hahaha Heaven on earth..Well you all can pray for that one but i believe its a little big. thats it ill stop now i could go on and on.

kidney warning / or anyone

I often have an after thought when talking to people. When I'm telling people have i reversed I'm kidney problem. About the detox tea. I did it with the detox when i was passed the 3 days and in heeling mode. Also remember everyone is different. But most of all I didn't have anything to loose I had to get better. So when you are doing this please have your hyperkalemia tested. I went to the place that would do test for you.They do DNA testing Sexual D testing and what not. Now this was over 7 years ago i hope they are still there.Well i know their are not but i mean ones like them. Why I need to be right i needed to feel good about what i was doing. I was guarding my frame of mind and I didn't want the doc. to make me feel desperate or change my mind into some crazy thing that would not allow me to take care of my kids or make a pay check. That was me. REMEMBER you need to get your body in heeling mode as much and as often as you can. If you are not hurting your kidney more and your worried about hyperkalemia,blood presser or anything else get tested. Other wise you will not starve on a juice fast your getting more food to your body then you your self can eat.But anything pass three days is great. Relax take it easy. Now maybe the time to look into yoga not as exercise but as in mediation. Remember you are resetting your body your chemistry in your brain is changing you with feel like a different person. Like i said it like a new birth a second chance. It will feel strange but in a good way. You may get tired but your body is in heeling mode. Get some real good make me feel good people in your life. do some light volunteering read to kids at the liberty. walk some dogs at the pound something that you do for other that makes you feel good.Get your mind off the sad stuff laugh smile be someones angle.Bake some cakes and take the to a homeless kitchen.Give gifts and goods to some people you see but really never talk to. I love the thank you note thing. 3 thank you note a day,, for 30 days look for people that don't get them garbage men,the man down the street that aways waves and smiles to  everyone when they drives by. 3 a day for 30 day believe you me it is eye opening to the things we take for granted and don't know it. Now! is the time to learn how to be the real person you were meant to be.Tell stranger how much you love there pretty smile. And the mother that has such well behaved kids how beautiful they all are and your proud of her. or the mother, struggling with not so good, that you are a mom to and she is doing a great job.Find a book on 100 great deeds and pick some to do.LOVE GIVE THANKS pray to God and say lord weather you decide to take me or not I'm going out loving in a big way.  Bring your old magazines to a hospital waiting room to make patients' waits a little less nerve racking. Next time you do your grocery shopping, pick up a large bag of cat or dog food to donate to a local animal shelter. Volunteer to be a tutor in a school.Well you get the idea. All good stuff for people that dont expect it. Or save my blog and edit it haha I truely love you all.

Ps. I need you alls prayers.. really.I mean it I used to take in a homeless people, mother with a kid or too,some that was down on their luck as they say, not crazy dudes under the bridge, i love them too but not in the house. Forgive if that sounds bad.  and at one point said I'm not doing it any more. Welll ya here it comes.I took in a homeless couple. And that all I'm saying. We will see how it goes. Maybe I'll have some things New to blog about. Ill post their picture maybe in case I disappear oh now thats just mean, But to all that know me you know!!!I'm always trying to make you laugh,smile   IIII'm always funin. Haha
 AGAIN Ilove YOu and Peace OUt