Just a few words things on my mind

I'm always looking for the easy way to do these things and get better. I was a very sick person. I did everything bad to my body I could. The sad part is I knew better. I knew and live the natural life. With a very wise Grandmother. The things they put in food just bothered her. I was young I partied and like everyone I thought I was special I was health I wont get sick. What is that???, shes (as in anyone) sick because shes weak, or she like the attention. Or the Fda said it OK I'm not going to be paranoid. But I managed a pharmacy for 2-3 years and my ex was in the army that mix with my Grandmother thing just seem to come together in my mind I understood what was happening. I lived a natural,, mostly veggie life and started teaching, learning, absorbing info getting more and more interested. But Back then,, I felt like the lone ranger and off I went back to the,* what the hell* side of the road. Then i Got older, had kids, worked my ass off as hard as a man and the trash can of toxins in my body got full. 3 trips to emergency and the Doc thinking my kidney were shot, the words fibromyalgia popped up and heart and well I was dying. Will don't ever underestimate a mothers love. I didn't care if I died. But what would the kids do. When I say I did it alone.. I mean All alone no family nor man paid off my house nor cars or trucks nothing.I owe no one not even credit cards or banks. But no one was no one. I look around like a rabbit popping her head out of a hole and I was so busy doing it my self and my family all died...well..And there was no  one. My kids would go to foster care and I would just be a memory. So that leads us to how I got here. I'm getting better. Kidneys are a ok and many other things are now good. But as I said before it is a maze or a huge tangled up knot and I'm in it. I'm not to the other side yet, but many haven't even started. Some don't have as far to go. But i get so upset when I see all these people suffering and on drugs the FDA and crap. If I can Help one person get there or start their maze or just see the truth. Well maybe I'll be only a mermory but for more people and the little part of my world a smarter place. Maybe just maybe I'll make some friends( And I mean real friends not just people you do some things with) and I wont be alone. So join me here and if you want to write something. Or ask people thing or what eve..r please do. Oh ya I cant type or spell did I tell  ya that. well I dont want to bore you more later.   Love DENA