Acts of kindness

So I don't usually put my personal business that is not related to this Blog. But some one is getting an I love you and a awesome human being award. First I'm a single mom with two kids. One is 21 and still needs mommy so what the other 16 and thinks he doesn't,  some what . Most of my family is dead and the rest are not here not any where near. I don't  do welfare but it's none of my business to those that do. I've worked hard. It's not been easy but what I have or use I own Its paid for. I don't get it if I don;t have the money.I don't borrow of ask for favors. No judgement on others that do it's just me. Although many ask me I helped a many in my time. And I live 45 minutes away from work. 

So now I set the stage. Here is what happen My truck and car blow it's engine.All in the same few weeks.While that was happening I was spending money on parts and we put waters pumps in and many other thing on it. Making me miss work because we all know they always!!,.  mess up on the way to work in remote areas and at 5:00 in the morning. I was late,, a lot got wrote up of course so I was stress and scared I was going to loose my job. No one to turn to no money,no credit. And one little women I work with from Ecuador who speaks English fairly well and we were as close as two people that work together,.  can be,, Offered through out this, her ride. After the last one I said yes. She gave me her nicest one a mini van,,sweet ride, to use. Now I'm not sure how long I can use it let's say I hope til I can get the money together lord is there a laundry list of things,getting my truck and car moved,(ANy one have a tow doll I can use) Then there buying something that works. Now it all seems bad  but I'm happy and sing at work everyone says why and how?? Because don't you see someone loves me and cares. I mean she does. I never realized it before but but but  I've been living a guarded live. Afraid to trust and afraid because my whole life people have wanted things from me. And a host of things besides  And I was raised you work hard and you can do anything your self. If you ask for things your a mooch.There's a whole bunch of crazy I felt and never admitted to my self.Wow this is the greatest feeling. So to Dilia and all the  Dilia like people out there. You make more of a differences in many was. I love you. God has got to bless you.I don't think she read this.  She didn't even know up til a few weeks ago I write a blog. But I felt like shouting to the roof tops. If anyone does know her just give her a kiss:) :) :) :). peace out.